Friday, December 4, 2015

No Words Needed

The room, shrouded in darkness, could not hide him... his sorrow weighing upon him even as he slept. She crept in bed beside him, resting a leg across his lower back, her arm across his shoulders. She wondered if she should go do the myriad chores she had or should she stay... stay to silently guard his sleep, as though she could fend off his very demons. She dozed off wrapped around him, projecting peace as best she could...
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Her nightgown is yanked down, his hot mouth sucking hard upon her nipple, then he's biting; the pain lancing thru her core like lightning. His fingers thrust between her thighs, finding her flesh warm and wet. After a few slick strokes, he plunges his fingers inside, rapidly, firmly, bringing her quickly... her high moans yelping into the dark. He kisses her fiercely, pinning her down. She understands what he needs, never questioning. Accepting. He quickly opens his pants while he sucks and bites her other breast, arcing her desire higher. Suddenly on his knees between her open thighs, pants gone, he thrusts his hardness inside. Thrusting firmly, repeatedly, they start the dance. He'll pin her hands down... she'll try to buck him off... He forces her legs wider... She scratches her nails down his back... He bites her breasts, ribs... She cums again and again and when she doesn't, he wraps his strong hands carefully around her throat, holds her head in place to take his savage kiss. They duel like this silently except for moans, sighs, animalistic sounds... never words. Finally, with the loudest yell she ever heard him make, he thrusts... one, two, three times as deep as he can go; pinning her body to the mattress as he spills hotly within her molten core, drenching her with his very essence. He collapses over her as she wraps her arms and legs tightly around him. After long moments, tho she knows she shouldn't, she can't help but whisper,  "Te amo" ever so softly in his ear. He raises his head, presses a finger firmly across her lips. As he shakes his head once, he kisses her cheek, releases her mouth then moves to the side to spoon her from behind; drawing her closer. She understands. She knew she shouldn't have spoken but... ah well.

After a time, he pulls her in tightly, kisses her neck gently and says,  "I love you" with a gentle rumble. She smiles, reaches a hand back to stroke his hair, his face. She turns her head and kisses him softly.

Slow Burn

A phantom touch,
A breathless kiss.
A heart's blood rush,
A light filled bliss.

An ache of need,
A swell of fire,
Dew starts to bead,
Passion crests ever higher.

A stroke of breath,
A sting of pain,
The little death,
No lie to feign.

A gasp in awe,
A lick of heat,
The limits rubbed raw,
A startled skipped beat.

A finger drawn line,
Body's contours' a map,
Succulence on which to dine,
A destined ringing slap.

A pulse, charged ice,
The graze of a bite,
Struck once, then twice,
Sensations blaze bright.

Lusts intoxicate,
A plush of lip,
A will to bait,
A thirst quenching sip.

A pull 'gainst restraint,
A choke upon trust,
Plump swells to paint,
Depths plundered, lengths thrust.

Limits pushed, and pushed again,
Boundaries all but erased.
Stroke of lash like stroke of pen,
Can mark deep yet fulfill but a taste.

Shattered

You've shattered me.
Touched me so deep
You reached into the core of me
and dipped into the murky depths of
my soul.
Swirling thickly, mixing my shades of dark and black and decidedly gray...
blending to light so bright,
Splintering nova,
A myriad sparks,
Each sliver, every shard,
Cutting me open like a million petaled blades.
My anguish, banked for so long,
is broken free to crash,
A force of nature 'gainst me, thru me,
In and out and around me,
Bursting thru my tortuously laid walls,
Leaving me shattered like so many stones tossed about the sea.
I've been broken but
when the pieces settle,
They click back into place,
Maybe not so tightly,
not so firmly bound,
But gently, peacefully.
I am safe.
You have not let me tumble blindly in my epiphany.
You've erased years;
I am re-embodied as my inner child.
Fluttering back and forth
between woman and girl.
In my agony, my ecstasy,
I am renewed.
Wrung out but not wasted,
Dropped from the precipice
but held ever aloft.
Confident, bewildered,
Strong and unsure,
shattered yet whole.
This pleasure, this pain,
feels more like Love
than almost any love
I've ever known.
Thank you...
     Thank you...
          Thank you...
               Thank you...
                    Thank you...
                                        

Kobiyashi Maru

Who do I protect?

I have too many to protect, including myself.

He's dragging me down, but I can't watch him die.

I can't keep the peace and keep everyone happy at the same time; it's just not possible.

How do I do this? Do I have to choose? And how can I live with the choice?

Can I save them all? Can I save even one? Can I even save myself?

What do I do?

I don't know what to do!!!

I'm surrounded by landmines...
I can't... take... even... a step...